@ Me & My LiFeStyLe @

When i feel lonely or upset, I will come here to drop up my diary. Of course, when i have something interesting to share also i won’t forget to come over here to meet u guys.. But this time, let me share my complicated emotion to u all. These days i feel very unhappy….. Is it i make myself unhappy or people make me unhappy?! I myself also don know what’s wrong with me…. My tears just come out from my eyes without any notice… Do u believe that or not? I found out i can be no longer strong and suddenly just go through the bottom of the strength. I seem to be anothter person of me… Am i set to be like this in my life….? I don’t deny that there is happiness, sadness in life but i feel i want to disappear from the world so that i can feel freedom and no need to think so much…

Today i felt my heart had been broken…. It’s really hurt… I couldn’t handle it…. I was wondering why is this happen? Is it because i’ve ever treat people like that… Or…. i really don know…. Do u still remember i have a close fren… I felt it’s far away now…. cos she just left without giving any notice…. i felt like suddenly she left and go to somewhere very far…. i felt like i’m very very hurt and i couldn’t even handle it…. i wanna cry but i still have to be strong…. my heart seems going deep down to the bottom…. i was upset and very sad of that….. I just wan to know what happen actually…

I begin to get worry…i don know what happe to my nose…. there’s something in my nose and it was painful for past one week and this week it keeps bleeding…. i begin to get more worry cos it’s never been recovered … i’m going to see doctor tomorrow so pls bless me…. First time i meet this…so everybody must take care of urself….