@ Me & My LiFeStyLe @

First of all, Happeee valentine day to everybody. Maybe u r one of them to think what’s going to do tonight after work of studying. For me I’ve nothing different. Since I woke up, never smile and never have a good mood. I’m very lonely and unhappy. I don’t know what should i do in life. I miss my family a lot and at the same time I’m very worried about my future  life. My life seems to be meessed up. I remembered mummy told me that ‘ If u have nobody to talk to, just call back and talk to me lar’… She said this before I departed from hometown that day. Many things I always talked to my sis only as most of the time we didn’t want mum to get worried of what we’re doing. It maybe very wrong in the way, mum always must be the one who understands us the most cos she gave birth to us. Sister has her relationship problem and so do I. I really worried that everything will mess up in my life one day. Sometimes is sufferring…….I don’t know what’ll happen if I can’t take it one day. Why human beings just cannot live happily and simply…?

This morning, I stepped in the office. I didn’t know how I feel… My heart is messy. While I was walking to my office, I thought a lot of my future. I have very strong wish to go to Australia. I felt bored of the life here in Malaysia. I am actually struggling. What can I do…? I should really have to settle down and think about it. My relationship, financial and so on have problems…… Should I just leave down everything and leave Malaysia or should I change my job? Haizz…. who can tell me?

Very soon, tomorrow i’m going back to kl already…. Haiz… For me, means new year is almost over. Time flies very fast and I still confuse of what should i do the next step. I’m scared of my life.. And I’m really scared thou…. I feel unhappy of myself too… I always tell myself that i must do something about it. I really got to work it out…. How about u guys? What’s ur plan?

Hi, dear friends! I’m here to wish u all Happy New Year and prosperity and happiness follow u throughout the year. Today is the first day of the New Year Festival but I don feel like previous year. Always we could hear that it doesn’t seem like new year. However, I still wish everybody have a great and wondeful eyar ahead. I wish my dream and resolution can be reached. New Year, everyday a new day and special meant for u… So enjoy ur life!

Deep in my heart, i’m worried of somebody. He’s one of my friend whom I’ve know for not so long. He is not happy in his life and he always think negatively. He has problems too…. He always said that I won’t understand his situation but i just hope that I can help and be with him if he needs sb’s help. Maybe he’s right that nobody can understand but my way of thought is different from others of his life. I don’t wan him to be so down and I will try my very best to cool him. Friends forever… I just wan to let him know I’ll be there if u need somebody to talk to…. my door is alwasy opened  ya!! Take care..