@ Me & My LiFeStyLe @

Now I just feel a bit bad and worried. I seems like give problems to my superior and I’m worried of one of the student who’s taking IELTS exam soon. Now I understand why my superior got  so angry of me once she knew about the student. Actually did I actually do wrongly? Am I really that selfish? I’m wondering now… Still I hope that everything will be fine and I hope I can help up in this situation. Yesterday I talked to my sis and she’s not too happy witht he job but when I asked her to change the job, she said ‘ where got any job can get this high of the salary wor?’ I wondered people work just because of money? Why can’t we choose something we like and go ahead? Is it life? I start to get confused but I promise that I will think properly on whatever I do. Another thing that I’m happy is I’ve made a new friend today. Any of the friend who comes in my world I’ll definitely treasure and I look forward ‘ FRIENDSHIP FOREVER’

Yesterday I went out to have dinner with two friends at pudu. I ate fish head mee hoon and kangkung sotong. It’s not very nice but we enjoyed it. After dinner I went out o have a drink with friend. We talked, shared and discussed. This was the first time we talked for so long and I realised that we have some same thoughts and I felt comfortable. From there also i believed the impressions towards each other have changed.

How do u think about these three words? Actually they are also human beings only, just the names of the positions are different. Why they want to act extremely …… I don’t understand. Why they can’t treat the others fairly? Is it true that there’s no such fair things in the world. The powerful one never think about others just because they were treated unfairly or they think it suppose to be this way? If we ever experience something suffereing, we should know how people feel when they pass by the same road. Another thing that i’ll never understand is, why people want to do something sordid in life? How can one steal another one’s thing or document to break their privacy. Even though we have the power also don ever misuse it like that. If you don’t respect others, how people are going to respect you, isn’t it correct? I was shocked that I’ve done something that I’ve never done in life. I was unhappy of my manager and I decided to speak to her face to face and got to know what was my mistake although I was dissatisfied with her explaination. What was her explanation? ‘ She’s manager.’ I couldn’t accept it at all. Just because of that she scolded me like I’ve stolen the company. I thought’ u’re a manager only but u also have to respect others. At least I know this more than her. It’s rediculous though. But anyway It’s past and as long as we don’t treat others badly ya…. I didn’t really argued with her cos I tried to understand her situation too. This is what I want to share with u.

It’s long time that I didn’t drop a message here. But recently I got hurt…. Why some people can always make u feel warm and some people always hurt u. I am confused. Is it actually my problems or their problems? I’m very mind of how people think about me. If they don’t like what i’ve done, I’d prefer that they can tell me face to face so that I can feel better. I’m really hurt if u hide from me. I won’t know what happen still. I’m actually don like the feeling of losing somebody who  is close to me. That’s why I always treasure of what I have. I hope I can help you up as a friend if u need me to. I’m hurt and I’m really hurt but I don’t know how to tell the feeling. People can be stubborn and I don’t admit it at all, I sometimes also feel that I don’t know how should I treat the people around me. I care of how people feel of me. Heloo…. Everybody, just take care and have a nica day. Everything will be better.