@ Me & My LiFeStyLe @

After reading jojo’s blog about ‘ Actually ….’ I got her feeling but I’m confused of how I feel now. Yesterday I was so… so… so…  uncomfortable in my heart. I didn’t feel good at all the whole day and at night was the worst that I wanted to cry badly but all under controlled. I didn’t know how’s the feeling come back to me. I won’t deny that I miss someone and I really do. My phone was so quiet till I’ve never expected. I didn’t get to see the person and I didn’t dare to disturb but I always wonder how is he. I keep asking myself not to do tat and so on but it became worse. At last I sent out a msg with care and at the same time I told ‘ I feel worst if I keep quiet like this’. The party seemed misunderstood what I meant and something was really not right in between. I didn’t know what had happened exactly and I suspected that he didn’t tell the truth. Somemore the way the party talked was very different. I wondered if I’m too sensitive and what should I do the next. I couldn’t sleep well and keep wondering what actually happened. I didn’t give up….. Bottom of my heart, I wish that everything is smooth and people never keep secret and far away from me. Why things can change in just few hours or minutes. we can’t be too stubborn in situations sometimes.  Few days ago, Ice gal ( my good friend ) told me that she always follows her feeling when she does something. Then I didn’t forget that I told her :’ It’s good to follow feeling and I practise that also but sometimes we maybe wrong if we keep on following our feeling; not all the time but sometimes! ‘ I didn’t know why I said that…. Maybe because of my feeling also… Haha…. Do I make u all confused? I still not too well in heart but hope everything will be fine. I don’t want to lost anything. Gambateh….

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