Father’s Day
Father’s day is coming, I actually almost forget about it until I read Elize’s blog. I believe that she had a very good father who brought her lots of memories in her childhood. Unfortunately, if something’s mained to be we can’t change the fact.
Mentioned about ‘ father’, this vocabulary seems to be far away from me. It has been long time since I called ‘ Daddy’. Why? Everything changed after my brother left. The whole family changed and our relationship with daddy changed too. We used to go for a trip during holiday together. We laughed, talked, discussed and slept together eventhough my family is small. I remembered when my brother, sisters and I asked to buy a computer for the house, we are asked to sit down in the living room and had a family meeting. My mum asked us to give solid reasons to have a computer. It was very wierd right? At that time, they had old fashioned thought and we were not rich too. Just because of a computer, we spent hours and took up refusion. That time my daddy was at our side and he tried so hard to help us to get my mum’s agreement. At last we got the first computer. Couple of years ago, I ran out from the house but got caught by daddy. He was so angry that he was about to slap me on the face. I threw my phone on the floor and shouted at him. I didn’t know if I was angry or hate in my mind. He didn’t do that but everything became worse to worst until today. Since then, I always appreciate and like it when I see people with their daddy and mummy. I still miss the days that we spent together and overcame problems. How wonderful if time reversed.
Remembered what we’ve done, we celebrated father’s day once only and the only one. If I’m provided another chance, I will do it again.
Anyhow, wish all the fathers ‘ Happy Father’s Day’
