WHAT’S THE DAY LIKE?
I JUST CAME BACK TO WORK. I WENT FOR CAR SERVICE THIS MORNING AT 8:30AM. I WENT FOR 20,000KM SERVICE, IT’S QUITE A LARGE AMOUNT I SPENT. I’VE NEVER EXPECTED ANYWAY. I DON’T KNOW WHY I HAVE NO MOOD AT ALL. JUST NOW THEY DELAYED FOR DELIVERY OF CAR, I COULDN’T BELIEVE THAT I SCOLDED THE STAFF THERE. NOT TOO SERIOUS JUST SOUNDED SERIOUS ONLY. HE TOLD ME THAT MY WIPERS SPOILT AGAIN. I WAS ANGRY COS I JUST CHANGED IT AT THE LAST SERVICE.
ACTUALLY I WAS BOTHERED AND GOT WORRIED ABOUT MY FINANCIAL STATUS. I’M GETTING PANICKED AND SCARED. I KNOW I HAVE TO JUST LOOK FORWARD. I’M WORRIED THAT ONE DAY I WILL JUST COLLAPSED. SOMETIMES I LOST THE DIRECTION AND DON’T KNOW HOW TO HANDLE MY LIFE. I DON’T KNOW HOW TO SAY THE FEELING. I FEEL THAT I CAN’T BREATHE AND BIT SUFFERING. WHAT CAN I DO AT THE MOMENT?