@ Me & My LiFeStyLe @

First of all, Happeee valentine day to everybody. Maybe u r one of them to think what’s going to do tonight after work of studying. For me I’ve nothing different. Since I woke up, never smile and never have a good mood. I’m very lonely and unhappy. I don’t know what should i do in life. I miss my family a lot and at the same time I’m very worried about my future  life. My life seems to be meessed up. I remembered mummy told me that ‘ If u have nobody to talk to, just call back and talk to me lar’… She said this before I departed from hometown that day. Many things I always talked to my sis only as most of the time we didn’t want mum to get worried of what we’re doing. It maybe very wrong in the way, mum always must be the one who understands us the most cos she gave birth to us. Sister has her relationship problem and so do I. I really worried that everything will mess up in my life one day. Sometimes is sufferring…….I don’t know what’ll happen if I can’t take it one day. Why human beings just cannot live happily and simply…?

This morning, I stepped in the office. I didn’t know how I feel… My heart is messy. While I was walking to my office, I thought a lot of my future. I have very strong wish to go to Australia. I felt bored of the life here in Malaysia. I am actually struggling. What can I do…? I should really have to settle down and think about it. My relationship, financial and so on have problems…… Should I just leave down everything and leave Malaysia or should I change my job? Haizz…. who can tell me?

Very soon, tomorrow i’m going back to kl already…. Haiz… For me, means new year is almost over. Time flies very fast and I still confuse of what should i do the next step. I’m scared of my life.. And I’m really scared thou…. I feel unhappy of myself too… I always tell myself that i must do something about it. I really got to work it out…. How about u guys? What’s ur plan?

Hi, dear friends! I’m here to wish u all Happy New Year and prosperity and happiness follow u throughout the year. Today is the first day of the New Year Festival but I don feel like previous year. Always we could hear that it doesn’t seem like new year. However, I still wish everybody have a great and wondeful eyar ahead. I wish my dream and resolution can be reached. New Year, everyday a new day and special meant for u… So enjoy ur life!

Deep in my heart, i’m worried of somebody. He’s one of my friend whom I’ve know for not so long. He is not happy in his life and he always think negatively. He has problems too…. He always said that I won’t understand his situation but i just hope that I can help and be with him if he needs sb’s help. Maybe he’s right that nobody can understand but my way of thought is different from others of his life. I don’t wan him to be so down and I will try my very best to cool him. Friends forever… I just wan to let him know I’ll be there if u need somebody to talk to…. my door is alwasy opened  ya!! Take care..

人生的路上有太多的坎坷，

你我的能力都有限，

很多时候我们都需要家人，朋友或知己的扶持和鼓励，

我的朋友们，

有了你们，

我的生命更有意义，

生活更加精彩，

是你们为我解开心结，

是你们为我磨平破碎的心，

是你们让我明白生活中更重要的东西，

是你们让我更加勇敢走下去，

脆弱的时候，

是你们让我站起来，

让我感受到温馨与爱巢，

你们真的很棒！

谢谢你们！

Yesterday I read a book ‘ A Gift from A Friend’ It’s actually a good book and taught me lots of things. Eventhough the book looks simple, there’s lots of knowledge that we always miss out or ignore in our life. We always think that we do the best in life but we don’t notice that we follow the majority of people in the world most of the time. It’s because we always think to go through the simpler way and escape from suffering. We actually know that, If we follow the majority, it’s difficult for us to succeed in life. Most of us think that, it mained to be like this and look further. Everybody, we are the champaign and do something special for life.

Haloo… we meet again. How’s everybody’s life? Yesterday I didn’t know what happen to me. Suddenly, I was so depressed. My tears just dropped out when I was driving. My heart just became damm empty that I couldn’t believe. I didn’t know how to express it. Everybody just take care ya!

Hi… time flies! How’s everybody? Everybody is learning in his/her way of road. Me too of course. I’ve learnt things from my head. Although she’s aggressive, sometimes……… I don know how to express my feeling. Recently, I’m not too happy. I felt like I didn’t do anything good and success. What’s life? I can’t stay to be like this. Seems like useless person. How should it be? I don’t like to be thrown here or there as they like to. Ya we have our own life and we ourselves control it. Sometimes, it’s another way round. Do u think so? People have more problems than I am. So….. sometimes I can find nobody to talk to. I just wan to express and say out whatever unhappy in me then i’ll be fine. Haa… here is the best place to express and speak out cos i have so many listeners. Hope everybody is fine and take care of ur health. MONEY CAN BUY ANYTHING BUT NOT TIME, SO MARK MY WORDS TREASURE IT AND DO THE BEST THING IN LIFE!

Something I realised in depth, I’m lucky to have a fren like this. Yesterday we spent time to be together, almost the whole day. Normally she’s very busy and we seldom have time to be together but i followed her everywhere to the house and to presentation. I’m really lucky that i met this friend. We sat down to talk about problems in the evening.  Eventhough this is the first time but i always believe this is a good start to know more about a person. I realised and felt the love of friendship. These two days i realised that this fren really love me a lot and protect me always. Eventhough we don stay just a street away now, we’re in each other’s heart all the time. I believe that we can be successful in future as I always have her support and encouragement. I feel motivated too in my career. Lots of trust in my  ability always been believed. It’s actually wonderful and I’m very lucky and appreciate this in my life. Always i’ve been told ‘ I’m very happy and lucky to be with u’ I feel very warm and I believe that this can be last forever and I’d hold it tight. Once again If each and everyone of u found somebody u love and like a lot u must take it preciously and never let go. Would u also want to share something special in life?

Today i just want to speak out but i really don know who should i speak to and i don know who is right and who is wrong, morever, what’s right and what’s wrong. Why human being are so greedy? Why? Who can tell me what’s happening and who make this to be this way? I don know… Why some people while you provide them some they want more than that from you. Why this is happened? Why they never satisfied? Why I should always be the provider of everything? Why? Am i too stupid? My friend always told me that i’m easy to be bullied person. Am i? Am i stupid? Tell me….. I should always keep quiet like this and let everything happen and i’m the one to get suffered?? Is it fair for me of not? Why i always need to take this suffer? God, r you the one who arrange this for me? Tell me pls!! I’m an easy person…. God, if u think this is what i should take up. I will just follow. I just want you to tell me anyway…. Can u? Dear friends, if u have any comments of this do say something or advise me pls. Thanks !